Irritating laaa

keep having this freaking irritating feeling, the feeling sucks... why the heck i have this feeling when nth happen.. freak.. -_-..

anyway feeling so shitty.. need study 1 more years for As.. emailing MOE now to find out what on earth changed in the syllabus next year.. and i shall study from now until then!, make sure i get good result, plzzz do not slack from studying.. plzzz ~_~.. so sian.. currently emailing MOE to find out the details of the syllabus next year..

dono whether m i still gonna go japan or wad.. damn messy, y japan game designing only haf diploma.. liddat i like wasted so many years.. den army waste another 2 year.. wa lau, so many years wasted.. if only their game designing in U have.. jialat la dono howww..

anyway, once again i am still feeling v boredddd, shit.. have the feeling of before army means like kinda keep going out watch movie. or play rpg all days.. see show.. play online rpg.. blahh blahh.. but i hardly have time for anything!!.. shit.. i hate sleeping, takes up so much time, but then in the end i always sleep so long!!.. hardly have any time to do anything during the short book out.. oh noo!!!!!!!!! suffering from lack of entertainment.. fun.. ya!!!!!

anyway now aint the time to think too much abt this.. guess i will try my best on Maths and Physic this year!!!!!! Chem.. ahah.. byebye... i shall be here to do my prediction on the actual day, after knowing how much i studied.. now.. i will score F or O again, only halfway through statistic, studied almost nth else.. haha -_-.. when like maths start on 7th.. freak...... im hopeless.

oh yea, anyway currently gonna try out trickster.. www.tricksteronline.com .. yea man..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-Di2eKb7pQ&NR <-- this magician Cyril.. damn cool all his magics.. power ~_~.. got time go see all his magics..

Army didnt changed me

ahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, finally realised im back to normal. As in, the normal me before army...... lol, crazy... suddenly have the urge to go out and haf fun like shit.. ok, not the fun at clubbing, but the others, that we usually did before army. Haven't felt like this for so long already... maybe coz i didnt like anyone since entering army.. its so weird for me, it seems. haha -_-... say what army best dun like pple, will screw up.. it seems like so still i guess. but at least im back to what i am......

the ultimate problem.. because of this i dont feel like im in army.. and im screwing up my everyday in army.. lol!!!, shit, this is not something a commander shld do.... but still, im quite irritated the fact i couldnt become a officer because i screw my A lvl totally!.. Damn, i could even become police inspector and slack like johnson!

secondly, my aim, is of cause to study until next year As, its not doing well for 'A's next year, but to study till next year As.. with studying guaranteed results.. haha, yea, tts more like a aim.. but more recently.. i wanna get full mark for ATP with my m203, haha, something that people cant even pass.. = 1/2 mark.. watch it!, im gonna trash them all, win all those who use the easier SAR rifles.. Not only get marksman, but fullmark, trash everyone and enter SAF shooting team!.. wootx, cocky enough, but definitely thats where i wanna go. =].. hope i wont suay get IA, and it comes true. ^_^

Lots Stuffs... Drunk... Blahh Blahh...

Johnson Me Yuhong Chikin... o.O













Dono where to start.. feeling like crap recently.. over some freaking stuff.. shld b recovering, so sorry to my good fren.. im screwed up.. seriously =_=...

and yea, i got drunk, ok.. at a quite bad place.. ck's aunt invite us to her sortta bday celebration.. well dono wad i tinking, i juz kept drinking. didnt got my stuffs right from the starting, luckily i wasnt the type to cause big mess after being drunk.. juz irritating ck!.. lol -_-.. but still feel very bad over it.. and yeah.. tts us, the 4 2Cs.. excluding zhi yi, who went brunei.. oh man. It was quite shiok.. being in like a high class clubbing area at the VIP area, somemore with the club not being for our age.. quite enjoyable.. though i shld nv get drunk.. oh yea!, worst was when i was drunk i still wanted to sing! and threw my face!!!!!!! omG -_- being drunk is like sleeping, dono wad im doing.. haha.

another stuff.. hell yeah, all the bad stuffs coming in..... crap!. found out im 61kg already.. SIAO already, last time 55 oso v jialat le.. den i started eating damn little... really damn little.. n im like sicking.. maybe goin hospital anytime......... dont care, i muz drop till below 55, preferably 52 before i stop my madness.. and the funniest thing is that i dont feel the hungry to eat much anymore.. all going too crazy.. lol................ too messy for now, everything bombard me at one go.. kinda felt like dying, haha -_-.

and yeah.. finally 1 good part.. i FINALLY COULD STUDY for the first time in my life. All thanks to carina, i dono how, its juz miracle, how much i tried to studied, how much the rest of them forces me to, or to say help me to, how much my parents screwed me, how long have i lived.. 19 years, finally i studied!, its juz too amazing, however i started studying for 'A's too late already.. this year is gone, but im confident that i will do it next year, get some good results.. im even thinking of taking up Fmaths.. maybe can get 4 As.. WooT, ok, i keep getting screwed, however my morale is high now, though feeling like shit, haha.. contradicting eh.........

Anyway my 'A's doesnt matter much this year, really no time, i understand i know it im not gan jiong not worried not all craps.. just hope carina can do v well, and get over with the stuffs.

Too much thing, juz end it here, too many thoughts too much stufffffffffsss, hahaha. Hope things get better for me too =].

"fighting with ghost"

holy crap.. didnt sleep yesterday, tried to go chi kin there to study at mac.. n failed -_-.. omg, 38 days starting from today.. must i confine myself in camp so that i can focus and study, this is bad..

and.. the day before yesterday.. after at MOS, slept from like 7am to 5pm.. dreamt of encounter with ghost.. damn scaring, then got cornered by like 50ghosts?(didnt count), i started whacking them since they came too close, until i got biten by one of them who didnt vanish..
woke up.. wad a dream.. went back to slp.. n carried on the dream -_-!?!?
finally woke up again at 6+pm.. the dream was hell, like the most scary encounter in my life ever.

anyway.......... final conclusion, need to study!!!!!!!!!! -_-...........................