New Year's Coming

Oh man, what a kinda sian week, as usual, enter camp n get pissed by the same guy.. hahaha..
shit man, now got headache from taking the taxi just now.. crap..... pain till like siao la, wan die le
-_-, seem like i wun b joining they all for any activity, haha so sorry =x..
lotZ stuff happen, had a cool dream, saw a notice board for hunting a bear, and get 80 dollar under a hdb.. and 33 dollar for snake.. then later i saw this huge dead bear beside the notice board! SO BLOODY HUGE it could never had existed, i got shocked in my dream, and wanted to call them to claim the 80 dollar, while afraid that the bear ressurrect.. crap, haha.. then i woke up, oh man, i got woke up from cool dream so many time, cause was sleeping the whole day due to some super strainous walk before we slept at 6+am.. o.o..
Hope new year eve gonna b fun!, dono wadever the crap we doing.. yeah =/..

How hopeless i am

dammit.. just cant sleep kinda.. n later 6.. juz like 2hr.. need go book in le.. loL, -_-..

just thought of the good times, those few moment, where i felt v gd abt it.. amazingly.. i can just keep relating one of these feeling on those day when i go my grandma house to stay over.. kinda watching the psc nite.. erm.. is it psc? the pu wei zhi ye.. yea.. n i was like p4? p3?.. yea.. air con.. watching.. the other was kinda like sec 4 maybe.. in the room im in now.. air con too.. playing civilization 3.. well, i wan those feeling!.. quite seldom haf huh.. like playing at ur 100% fun-est, n yea.. not really getting bothered..

talking about bothered.. i thought maybe im kinda hopless.. once i get home.. just keep playing.. dont care abt any other thing else.. haha, maybe its my parent tts too strict? dad now keep telling me abt the A lvl nxt yr.. yea, they must b worried too, but i totally like heck care?.. ok la, i wanted to study, but thinking of it.
Im already like 19 yrs old, and i still haven studied before!.. till so damn recently, kinda hopeless, and with all my heck-careness.. my room is in a total mess, n i dont care.. and i cant go U with my current result.. i dont seem to feel anything.. everythinggggggggggg, totally dont caree..
its like im totally too heck-care, lazy now to do anything.. helping out with my father work.. which he keep asking me to do last time, i always siam while my brother do almost everything.. haha, thinking of it we r rather different, hes kinda more willing to help my dad, while i , the hopeless one. .yeah..
wad can a person like me do.. even game designing i wanna go.. is japan.. like almost impossible.. omggggggg, den my parent oso tell me i oso wun study there again, hahahaha which i think i will, but its just too hard to get there for me now, i'll see how it goes.. yea
and with frens.. well i dono, did i screwed up, haha maybe at some points, but well, we'r all guys, who give a sh!t, unless we really screwed up big stuffs, which, hmm think i didnt b4..
and the ultimate hopelessness is that i care abt all these, still happily now carrying on with everything, hahaha, and yeah, maybe i need to change, well, who cares? =]


time to back to WOW, now yeah.. everyone is coming up toward kevin, we almost can play together already, but then, maybe i'll be overshooting soon.. haha =x, well, just keep thinking that week days so many days chi kin and yuhong will overtake back soon, so yeah i just kept playing while i could.. and poor chang rong getting left behind, but its ok!, i believe everyone 2nd character is the same lvl and once the next book in we can chiong dungeon together.. hell yeah!

oh ya, seem like i got some combat shoot training tis week, for my man's block leave?! oh man, y cant we get them, anyway...... my ATP, im gonna score full mark!!!!!!!!!!!!, plz, dun disappoint me, then proceed to battalion shooting team, and singapore shooting team.. yes, i cannot afford to miss that, something real fun =].