Lots Stuffs... Drunk... Blahh Blahh...

Johnson Me Yuhong Chikin... o.O













Dono where to start.. feeling like crap recently.. over some freaking stuff.. shld b recovering, so sorry to my good fren.. im screwed up.. seriously =_=...

and yea, i got drunk, ok.. at a quite bad place.. ck's aunt invite us to her sortta bday celebration.. well dono wad i tinking, i juz kept drinking. didnt got my stuffs right from the starting, luckily i wasnt the type to cause big mess after being drunk.. juz irritating ck!.. lol -_-.. but still feel very bad over it.. and yeah.. tts us, the 4 2Cs.. excluding zhi yi, who went brunei.. oh man. It was quite shiok.. being in like a high class clubbing area at the VIP area, somemore with the club not being for our age.. quite enjoyable.. though i shld nv get drunk.. oh yea!, worst was when i was drunk i still wanted to sing! and threw my face!!!!!!! omG -_- being drunk is like sleeping, dono wad im doing.. haha.

another stuff.. hell yeah, all the bad stuffs coming in..... crap!. found out im 61kg already.. SIAO already, last time 55 oso v jialat le.. den i started eating damn little... really damn little.. n im like sicking.. maybe goin hospital anytime......... dont care, i muz drop till below 55, preferably 52 before i stop my madness.. and the funniest thing is that i dont feel the hungry to eat much anymore.. all going too crazy.. lol................ too messy for now, everything bombard me at one go.. kinda felt like dying, haha -_-.

and yeah.. finally 1 good part.. i FINALLY COULD STUDY for the first time in my life. All thanks to carina, i dono how, its juz miracle, how much i tried to studied, how much the rest of them forces me to, or to say help me to, how much my parents screwed me, how long have i lived.. 19 years, finally i studied!, its juz too amazing, however i started studying for 'A's too late already.. this year is gone, but im confident that i will do it next year, get some good results.. im even thinking of taking up Fmaths.. maybe can get 4 As.. WooT, ok, i keep getting screwed, however my morale is high now, though feeling like shit, haha.. contradicting eh.........

Anyway my 'A's doesnt matter much this year, really no time, i understand i know it im not gan jiong not worried not all craps.. just hope carina can do v well, and get over with the stuffs.

Too much thing, juz end it here, too many thoughts too much stufffffffffsss, hahaha. Hope things get better for me too =].