alot stuff happened last weeks..

haha, 1st is over the s.h.e. crazy stuff, maybe i'll b less crazy already, well see how, anyway, just gonna disappear for awhile, to study for A level, i die die must not ever be seen on computer again, never to step into this room(except take clothing) hope it be so, at least i tried my best studying from F F F to at least a decent grade, and no regrets ever.. though i never regretted my previous results.. lol, yea be back long long time later!

meanwhile.. just cut hair today.. though not really cut short, but thin it to be stand-able.
tried to study with kee today again, maybe the 4th or 5th time already, but in the end go out never study then go play le, wad the crap..
attached up from company line to the HQ side, wa sian, admin must 8-5 in office, omg, how can i stand that!
game designing currently in learning photoshop.. may said that its useful.. but i find it totally boring! oh man, think i gotta try to wake up my idea the next lesson.
played bball with lionel today, 1st and only match with 2 noob outsider, and lost! wth, and after that they zao le, sian nobody to play with
broke broke broke, keep spending money w/o opening my eye.

thats from i guess that time in taiwan!, oh man i wished i had a better digital cam! argh
















at the mini concert in singapore this yr, yep, the best clear pic i took, though already from the vip area.. ahh no super good digi cam again, lol, oh yea, i didnt mentioned this before.. but when hebe laugh, the type of laugh on her face is exactly same as shok mei's! quite rare n wad a similarity, rather stunningly, yea.



























bowling at spec cohesion day! all the sect comds + 2ics, yeah

Super Duper Ultra Happy!

It was a sucky day at KL initially, oh yea anyway im at KL now, using the lan shop..
Reached.. 530 am liddat, took the transtar.. 1130pm $28 buck.. went the room, found out the money we paid, was a room shared with people who paid as much as us, but 3 of them occupied the beds.. n no bed for us??.. wth.. dulan just went out, and came this lan shop too yesterday till 7+ den head back hotel, to realise that they slp till late.. in the end abt 10+ den they wake up n get ready blahh blahh..
go there, buy quite alot of crap, wasted money quite fast.. made the qq account, successfully brought the done cd for hebe over, and completed my letter here, super duper minimized version, to like a cd size but square mode, for a letter that is about 2 page long! incredibily small words.
at the event, start queueing at 2pm liddat for the 8pm autograph session, quite stunning, we were 1st for the non-vips, anyway vip also no pple yet.. ya, they dun rush here huh.. but later, at the barricade, the barricade is one whole area for the non vips.. u can imagine pple pushing from all the way to the back to the front, super duper hardcore pushy, luckily i in front, i try help ask the girl behind me to push them back.. hai, cannot be good guy la hor, then because of that i cannot like give that girl the scary look, then in the end she like cut 50% into beside me -_-, when i ask her to stay behind me n push my back, wth.. if liddat i give way also in the end kena pushed like shit, then help her then liddat kena cram myself, somemore not like pretty girl, hai, oh ya! nearly wanted say good guy no good ending, but its opposite. haha.. but not so early..
when i went up for the signing, its again like last time, but today i more dreamy then like more rush, i kena push slightly to the side, and never shook hand with hebe! omg!! my heart totally sank, seriously, like im disappointed, or sad, i dono, so sad that i cant remember whether i shook hand with ella, and i even forget to take my lyric book, until the person pass to me, omg seriously down.. all the way, went to the hotel, wrote one more letter added, to the cd and the letter i wrote and waited there, oh hell yea
they came down!! and guess what, only our group, of 5 pple were there, its like so last min, we were watching the crew, when they came in from the other door, omg! lionel saw them and told us, then i turned around, hebe in front of me! i was stun for 0.5 sec, then i chiong forward and pass her the cd, and yea.. i was stun after that, she took it and said thank you.. ahh! so happy, i dono what else to say, just see them go to the lift and go up.. totally 100% happy, its like less then 10 time in my life im this happy, really really seriously happy like hell.. its like, wa, that time at airport wan give her but cant.. den in the end here give her, only the few of us, she sure read it n try the game.. omg too happy seriously!.
i realised something, im opposite, when im sad i want to eat, when im happy, i cant eat, lol, crap.
yea thats the end, hope she plays my game and remember me! =]
oh yea.. im at lan shop again now.. no place to slp.. tmd, lol, crap quite alot stuff happen, super depressed then super hyper happy, lol n tired like shit now, tmd, yea, tts abt all i guess

tired, n irritating

wa kao eh, alot irritating stuff, really damn bad, everyday sure kena irritated, wa kao.
anyway saw s.h.e.. yea hebe still as pretty, but well, i figured that actually chasing they aint quite special, er, how to say, its not for me afterall, though i really liked hebe! haha, well anyway i will be heading down to malaysia to pass her the game i created, 95% done now! missed finishing it and giving it to her before she go off at the airport..
anyway, really really cannot tahan already, damn damn damn long nv really go touch my ps2 games already!!!, last time really played, was like 1yr ago, completed grandia 3 and suikoden 5.. really bth le, the games i have are really stacking up.. maybe add together games all i haven played and have with me can reach to almost 100, and wild arms 5 coming out.. and these and that.. then now i oso so broke, come on, lemmi faster get my license, n try to earn my money back to return all their moneys...
for now, gotta cast aside all these troubles, from the time i landed in malaysia, i must chiong A le, this time got kee pei long and chang rong to study with me!, though only 3mth, but if really chiong shld b able make it!
for tonight, my short term target is to after finishing the dota game.. oh ya, dota wcg lost.. wa kao, next year gonna form a team, practise hard from jan too, nxt yr muz get to top few position!
yea after finishing dota game.. must finish my other games too, n study for the test tommorow.. my game designing de course finishing its 1st semester tmr le.. oh man, its all really too rush, too hectic, non stop all the way, im dying from the tiredness!!
malaysia must b the end of all my nonsense, hebe crazyness, game crazyness, zuo bo crazyness, billard crazyness, throw the basketball crazyness, ktv crazyness, club crazyness, all crazyness, lol nonsensical, yeah.