Game DreamerS.. SianzZ

Game industry

2008-08-14T18:33:00.003+08:00

Yep.. that is where i will be headed at.
1stly, been working here as QA tester for lucasfilm for almost half a year already.
it was good experience, and yeah, i got into digipen. The top game school in the world! woot!
Will start school sept 2nd.. taking Bachelor of Science in Real Time Interactive Simulation.

Gonna be good, problem is just that the school fee is crazy!
its almost 80k! and considering that i wanna go to the US campus to study for 1 or 2 semester.. its gonna be over 90k!! zzdedd.. can money just fly from the sky again.

And yeah.. watch for this.. i am gonna be a game programmer after i finished my 4 year degree course. and hopefully, can enter where i wanna go.. perferbably konami/squareenix or anywhere nice!

yeah.. update from last post.. got my ps3 and television already!!.. hehe.. hows the 42inch full HD panasonic viera tv.. shiok shiok..
only 2 stuff left to have.. = home theatre system + a new pc.. cause my pc is hell old..
but these i doubt they will ever come.. not when i need so much cash for my education..
yeah..

1 more stuff... hehe got a off peak vios for me and my bro.. nice nice... i guess thats about all the update.. my past 6months was just testing testing games.. haha..
http://www.gamespot.com/ds/action/starwarstheclonewars/index.html?tag=result;title;0
theres where the game is.. star wars: clone wars: jedi alliance..
yeah man..
my 1st credited game =]..

thats about all the update..

and yeah.. my bday is coming soon.. 21bday.. 21 already.. haha.. yea..

juz.. clearing cobwebs..

2008-03-24T04:33:00.001+08:00

well, work's so damn good.
next.. got a wii, need a ps3 + a big tv + home surround system.. but no, the tv + the home theatre surround system wont come so soon, unless some miracle happen.. feel like going sleep now again
work soon!

working.. starts..

2008-01-28T04:12:00.000+08:00

finally.. should be tough.. and waking at 7am when im still not asleep.. juz went out learn no. ball with gan n cr.. damn seldom play our aiming for billard ball sucks.. haha
yeah.. another start.. of something.. finally not just slack at home.. though just short hours.. hope i get newbie luck and 1 person get alot goods from me.. woot!..
kinda addicted to wanna overcome my own high score in typing speed in facebook.. currently set my own record of 118word/min.. i know i can still go faster!.. when can i have a fast,perfect,smooth run... then i might stop my madness.. lol..
yea.. ok time to sleep.. weekend was just slacking at home recovering from the weekdays activity.. and getting ready for the 1st day?.. wth m i awaked for.. these 2 week ate a trillion time sakura.. really consumed hell alot of sashimi.. mainly salmon and quite some amaebi.. still its nice!.. but yea.. too much consumption!
finally.. my new year resolution.. ding xia xing.. still not activated yet.. im still as lazy and unwilling to do anything.. as usual!.. hopefully the job tmr will be fine.. for now.. still awaiting game testor de interview!!..

Good 2008

2008-01-21T09:23:00.000+08:00

woosh.. today.. now.. just now slept at 4+am.. woke up at 6+am.. my sis finally managed to wake me.. fetch her to school.. feeling quite giddy!.. then after that play bball.. for abt 1hr.. then home.. then fetched my dad to mrt.. then home again.. weighed.. lost weight.. but how come my stomach still same.. jialat.. drink too much beer!.. i better stop! yeah must lose weight hehe..

yesterday.. long time didnt spend whole day out le.. and like buy thing like free.. my $$ also fly like free zzz.. quite bad im gonna be screwed again.. lol, it was good, got clothing got shoe.. then as usual i buy too fast then the rest of the time waiting for my bro and sis to get their stuff.. bored.. lol, ok, but then i got myself a basketball finally.. like how long!.. ok im still lacking the jogging shoe, might use Nike voucher to go nike to see what jogging shoe i can get in a few days time..
Then went eat the Olio.. at suntec.. got voucher again.. lol purposly try to spend.. ya ordered quite alot.. it was quite yummy, we all mix all the stuff and eat.. obviously it was too much.. that when my dad came down and joined us finally.. i managed to make another plate for him.. from all that was left.. lol sounds yucky yea.. but its cool,
a meal with wedges, frenchfries, some medium cooked ribeye, sandwich, fish andchip, salad stuff at the middle, and some of the potatos, and.. guess tts abt all.. the most sumptous meal.. zz how to spell that sumpteous thingy.. lol..
then went carrefour.. simply dumped everything i could find, all the sweets and stuff.. lol.. and then yeah, got myself a baileys.. finally saw it! giant dont have sia, only carrefour have.. also got champanque for the coming saturday buffet at home!.. woolala, sounds good..
mum sprained her leg eariler and at carrefour they got her a slipper tochange on.. cause my sis cant fit in her shoe.. so didnt changed eariler.. =S it was quite bad..
and yeah took a look at the TVs again, this year the main thing i wanted is to get back to original size.. lose tt stupid 5kg.. get a bball, and.. what else was there.. but a home theatre liddat.. get a huge lcd or plasma tv and home surround system de speaker.. wooo~!.. seem like there were quite cheap one at $1.8k liddat.. 42inch and quite clear resolution one!.. but uhh.. hope that thing will come soon, lol i just get screwed by my bro and mum for asking for such stuff.
anyway i intend to refurnish the extra room made de, go make some portable curtain.. coz there no real roof like cant insert the thing to put curtain.. and then make the room nice nice, get nice sofa and stuff.. and the 42inch or even larger TV if i hit TOTO lol!!.. and home surround system.. and hope PS3 will come in soon.. wooooshh..
so main wishlist for 2008 = 42inch LCD/Plasma TV to put in that extra room with home theatre system, and equiped with a PS3, but then the stupid PS3 game all cost like $100 each.. tt one have to wait le..
oh yea.. still got a new ps2 also!.. dont forget that, think the ps2 will come 1st before the room stuff and finally the ps3.. dono take how long, hope it flies in soon.
and yeah.. only slept 1hr+.. my mum still havent wake up, wanna bring her go push leg lo.. afternoon go register study liao.. feel like eating sakura i asked my bro to eat lunch at sakura with me.. wooshh~!.. kekeke.. yummy sashimi!.. oh shit supposed to lose weight.

Hope 2008 can remain as good!, the only bad thing is i didnt DING XIA XING.. zz, that is really damn hard.. lollll!!!!!!!!!!!! and hope i can manage to get the 2 job, and can do both together..
one is a telemarketer super high pay short hours.. another is also v high pay as game testor.. both sounds too good.. super high pay short hours is most ideal for me.. got money and got time to relax.. but then game testor also a job for me.. somemore v high pay.. zz dont know what to choose seriously.. bb -end-

kena bang..

2008-01-02T09:02:00.000+08:00

yep.. started 2008.. 1st major event = car kena bang..
as we were heading for morning run.. uh yes.. i watched bu lao de chuan shuo.. so i slept at 5am.. then sleep.. and woke at like 640am?.. sleep like 1hr30min nia..
then drive my family.. 1st my sis to school.. upon almost reaching her school.. the traffic at school is like.. you know.. congested.. oops.. moved abit too fast.. jam break.. well.. ok
then.. like 1sec half to 2 sec later.. bang..
kena pushed from the back.. lol -_-.. funny.. that person dreaming nia..
amazingly.. there were like no dent.. wa liew.. everytime i like turn side touch curb abit the stupid sideskirt will dent.. den kena bang from behind nothing one.. =/.. took so photos.. then i noticed some scratches.. so told the person lo.. guess what she replied:" i dont think the scratches are done by me".. like wth.. bang till the stupid car moved forward.. never dent she should be happy already.. still say the scratches not done by her.. *clap hand* lol!!!!!!! -_-.. lame, yep dad got down her number too.. and yeah.. its fine i guess.. its like nothing compared to those dumb scratches i made lol -_-..
well then ran bedok reservoir!.. woowoo.. ran 1 full round.. my brother seriously need to run more la.. cmi last time say what stiches stop and walk.. then today say leg pain.. ok la at least today he ran like almost 7/9 the distance.. of the bedok reservoir.. and then did some pull up and ya.. aye no time do more sit up then drives off le.. stupid brother.. go sin xiong always never buy like coke all these.. that time buy stupid milk.. say good for health.. make me at home everyday drink milk or cold water only.. today buy 1 bottle hundred plus also dont want.. when i reached there he bought mineral water.. wa liew -_-...... home still got milk so he nv buy the carton of milk again lol..
yea.. im home now so ya.. byebye!.. 2008.. i say still started with me on high note.. well yeah.. lets see how it goes

Year 2008..

2008-01-01T06:56:00.000+08:00

New Year Resolution = Ding Xia Xing..
er.. currently cant use my comp.. to type chinese.. cause what.. my relative sleeping in my room.. =/... came back home at this hour to find this out.. and when i wanna go my bro room to sleep.. my other relative also sleeping there.. O_O.. stun.. lolz.. seem like have to find another room to sleep later.. zz..
Ding( yi ding=surely) tt ding..
Xia = down..
Xing = heart
lol crappy..
yea.. started off last day 2007.. at minds cafe.. plays some board game along with chang rong.. yeefeng.. and crystal's friends.. well tts my 1st time.. =S
then.. went home.. n back to orchard.. play some pool..
then eat eat.. then went to support Ser for her performance..
then.. countdown!..
= the start of 2008!..
we rushed down from hongkong cafe.. to countdown in the open.. lol!
started off.. by seeing the firework.. with the trees blocking.. something special eh.. lol =x..
initially wanted watch Alien VS Predator 2.. 2+.. but in the end decided go ktv..
me and zhi yi.. took the cab down the paradise to check out.. to realise that its not a ktv on weekdays.. but a night club.. eh.. stun =S.. though cheap cheap but only avaliable weekend!.. well.. then me and zhi yi.. decided to walk back.. where they comfirmed party world got place..
party world.. took the vip room.. $36 buck per person.. this is v bad.. im negative alot $$$.. already lol~!!!.. damn, i need to do something abt it... yes.. =x..
then............ suddenly pick song.. kena spray.. lol!.. crap! kena attacked by 5 foam sprayer -_-..
i was calm.. didnt care.. juz pick the foam off me n wipe on their hair.. n body.. lols.. as usual, they attack tan zhibye! lols.. he took forever to remove those soapy stuff in toilet lo.. i couldnt much be bothered..
yes.. at the end of it.. oh shit.. its bad.. im suppose to start 2008 gd.. but now.. its 7+am im still not sleeping.. lol no good!..
at the end.. of the ktv.. left me zhiyi johnson changrong yeefeng chikin imai around only..
we said out our resolution through the mic.. haha!..
zhiyi = earn more money.. (wth for sia.. keep earning nv spend lol)
johnson = 1 be good with us buddies!( yeah man!)
2 can cope this year.. when they enter in university in august! (cool)
3 good days with his gf.. (yeahhhh)
chikin = ord eariler.. like wth.. thats 2009 lol
imai = get good results to get into poly.. (but uhh.. 2007 is over.. tts o lvl, i guess it mean lucks)
(err... there was a 2nd one i tink but i forgot.. lol =x)
myself = ding xia xing! 3 simple word..
but uhm.. we are the small issue.. the main is..
chang rong = get his 1st gf (weeyouweeee!)
yee feng = get her next bf (weeyouweeeeeeeeeeeeeeee)
(wait.. i forgot her 1st resolution too.. but ah.. tink not impt nvm lol!!)
lol =x yea bracketed is my comment.. extra..

2008.. ding xia xing.. ok.. time to shower.. and look for a room to sleep.. zzzz..

so bzbzbzz..

2007-12-17T23:20:00.000+08:00

lol cant believe i can be this busy.. most importantly the project.. omgggg .. la .. my 4k essay haven done supposed hand in 2days ago.. and i cant find the question paper now.. i wan faint already lo..
zzzzzzz
non stop activities for this week.. unbelievable.. thought im supposed to be most zuo bo.. just when i thought my resources are all ending.. a surprise came.. weee.. dont feel that jialat again.. and yea..
star hub got space liao!!.. waiting for them.. yes.. then finally got work n can bring in $$$.. wee
if not think i die from rotting.. but now.. my 3d animation project.. faint~!!

crazy..

2007-12-14T06:35:00.001+08:00

wake up.. started off by washing dad car n polishing it.. then uh.. of course i woke up damn late as usual.. like 4+pm.. chang rong waiting for me to go out.. so we went out.. then uh.. along came ck yuhong imai...
saw some nice shoe at nike.. thought can use my voucher but.. crap.. cine de nike not included.. go the wheellock one the shoes not nice 1!.. *faint...
then uh.. ate sakae.. its nice but.. eh.. i spent $27... when its enough for me to eat at suki buffet during afternoon.. and i can have my trillions of salmon sashimi!!.. omg la.. can feel like i wasted the money.. loll..
went home.. den malcolm called me out!.. lol.. i fetched yf went out too.. then uhh.. went jalan kayu... malcolm car fly so fast la.. accelerate so fast.. until like 140km/hr.. omg.. i still L plate la n family car.. hard time catching up.. so dangerous.. n yet.. uhh fun day.. haha..
oh yea.. we went around.. er.. dono where to find the pool place at dono what goldenmile shopping centre.. *faint.. in the end went to marina south.. played bowling.. omg totally sucks today.. feels so weird..
then after that go there play pool upstair.. only us.. lol.. the worker like sian tio nia no 1.. if we not there maybe got *other pple* pei him sia~!...
then uh.. yes.. he told us dec 16 the last day.. 11pm close le.. closing down.. wah.. quite lucky ah.. that place open like dono how many years le.. heng heng let us go play the final last few days..
n yea.. then went home.. hope i didnt tio speed light camera... like was 20km/hr ahead of the speed limit.. n slowed down right b4 the camera.. *prays*

laming with facebook

2007-10-24T13:28:00.000+08:00

trying not to play any game ended up with me playing with facebook, cause its more like not a game.. wth -_-, stucked with all lame games.. yea

alot stuff happened last weeks..

2007-08-24T00:54:00.000+08:00

haha, 1st is over the s.h.e. crazy stuff, maybe i'll b less crazy already, well see how, anyway, just gonna disappear for awhile, to study for A level, i die die must not ever be seen on computer again, never to step into this room(except take clothing) hope it be so, at least i tried my best studying from F F F to at least a decent grade, and no regrets ever.. though i never regretted my previous results.. lol, yea be back long long time later!

meanwhile.. just cut hair today.. though not really cut short, but thin it to be stand-able.
tried to study with kee today again, maybe the 4th or 5th time already, but in the end go out never study then go play le, wad the crap..
attached up from company line to the HQ side, wa sian, admin must 8-5 in office, omg, how can i stand that!
game designing currently in learning photoshop.. may said that its useful.. but i find it totally boring! oh man, think i gotta try to wake up my idea the next lesson.
played bball with lionel today, 1st and only match with 2 noob outsider, and lost! wth, and after that they zao le, sian nobody to play with
broke broke broke, keep spending money w/o opening my eye.

thats from i guess that time in taiwan!, oh man i wished i had a better digital cam! argh

at the mini concert in singapore this yr, yep, the best clear pic i took, though already from the vip area.. ahh no super good digi cam again, lol, oh yea, i didnt mentioned this before.. but when hebe laugh, the type of laugh on her face is exactly same as shok mei's! quite rare n wad a similarity, rather stunningly, yea.

bowling at spec cohesion day! all the sect comds + 2ics, yeah

Super Duper Ultra Happy!

2007-08-11T02:48:00.000+08:00

It was a sucky day at KL initially, oh yea anyway im at KL now, using the lan shop..
Reached.. 530 am liddat, took the transtar.. 1130pm $28 buck.. went the room, found out the money we paid, was a room shared with people who paid as much as us, but 3 of them occupied the beds.. n no bed for us??.. wth.. dulan just went out, and came this lan shop too yesterday till 7+ den head back hotel, to realise that they slp till late.. in the end abt 10+ den they wake up n get ready blahh blahh..
go there, buy quite alot of crap, wasted money quite fast.. made the qq account, successfully brought the done cd for hebe over, and completed my letter here, super duper minimized version, to like a cd size but square mode, for a letter that is about 2 page long! incredibily small words.
at the event, start queueing at 2pm liddat for the 8pm autograph session, quite stunning, we were 1st for the non-vips, anyway vip also no pple yet.. ya, they dun rush here huh.. but later, at the barricade, the barricade is one whole area for the non vips.. u can imagine pple pushing from all the way to the back to the front, super duper hardcore pushy, luckily i in front, i try help ask the girl behind me to push them back.. hai, cannot be good guy la hor, then because of that i cannot like give that girl the scary look, then in the end she like cut 50% into beside me -_-, when i ask her to stay behind me n push my back, wth.. if liddat i give way also in the end kena pushed like shit, then help her then liddat kena cram myself, somemore not like pretty girl, hai, oh ya! nearly wanted say good guy no good ending, but its opposite. haha.. but not so early..
when i went up for the signing, its again like last time, but today i more dreamy then like more rush, i kena push slightly to the side, and never shook hand with hebe! omg!! my heart totally sank, seriously, like im disappointed, or sad, i dono, so sad that i cant remember whether i shook hand with ella, and i even forget to take my lyric book, until the person pass to me, omg seriously down.. all the way, went to the hotel, wrote one more letter added, to the cd and the letter i wrote and waited there, oh hell yea
they came down!! and guess what, only our group, of 5 pple were there, its like so last min, we were watching the crew, when they came in from the other door, omg! lionel saw them and told us, then i turned around, hebe in front of me! i was stun for 0.5 sec, then i chiong forward and pass her the cd, and yea.. i was stun after that, she took it and said thank you.. ahh! so happy, i dono what else to say, just see them go to the lift and go up.. totally 100% happy, its like less then 10 time in my life im this happy, really really seriously happy like hell.. its like, wa, that time at airport wan give her but cant.. den in the end here give her, only the few of us, she sure read it n try the game.. omg too happy seriously!.
i realised something, im opposite, when im sad i want to eat, when im happy, i cant eat, lol, crap.
yea thats the end, hope she plays my game and remember me! =]
oh yea.. im at lan shop again now.. no place to slp.. tmd, lol, crap quite alot stuff happen, super depressed then super hyper happy, lol n tired like shit now, tmd, yea, tts abt all i guess

tired, n irritating

2007-08-03T23:57:00.000+08:00

wa kao eh, alot irritating stuff, really damn bad, everyday sure kena irritated, wa kao.
anyway saw s.h.e.. yea hebe still as pretty, but well, i figured that actually chasing they aint quite special, er, how to say, its not for me afterall, though i really liked hebe! haha, well anyway i will be heading down to malaysia to pass her the game i created, 95% done now! missed finishing it and giving it to her before she go off at the airport..
anyway, really really cannot tahan already, damn damn damn long nv really go touch my ps2 games already!!!, last time really played, was like 1yr ago, completed grandia 3 and suikoden 5.. really bth le, the games i have are really stacking up.. maybe add together games all i haven played and have with me can reach to almost 100, and wild arms 5 coming out.. and these and that.. then now i oso so broke, come on, lemmi faster get my license, n try to earn my money back to return all their moneys...
for now, gotta cast aside all these troubles, from the time i landed in malaysia, i must chiong A le, this time got kee pei long and chang rong to study with me!, though only 3mth, but if really chiong shld b able make it!
for tonight, my short term target is to after finishing the dota game.. oh ya, dota wcg lost.. wa kao, next year gonna form a team, practise hard from jan too, nxt yr muz get to top few position!
yea after finishing dota game.. must finish my other games too, n study for the test tommorow.. my game designing de course finishing its 1st semester tmr le.. oh man, its all really too rush, too hectic, non stop all the way, im dying from the tiredness!!
malaysia must b the end of all my nonsense, hebe crazyness, game crazyness, zuo bo crazyness, billard crazyness, throw the basketball crazyness, ktv crazyness, club crazyness, all crazyness, lol nonsensical, yeah.

all over

2007-07-20T21:45:00.000+08:00

almost everything is over! army is almost at the end!..
but now feels so bored, like lacking the fun, lacking means of fun!.. insufficient money, lacking money now to play billard or pool or maybe bowling or go wherever, argh, also dono wad fun part is lacking!..
anyway undergoing a major project! im gonna create a game for someone!... oh yea, it better b a success =D!
anyway wad past was the marching and stuffs, and whatever, anyway whats left is..
car test, i think im ready! though its at sept -_- omg so long
game designing.. yeah, every week hell alot of crap
and.. A LEVEL, god dammit, this shit has been pestering me, the studying stuff, pestering me ever since i was a secondary 1, 13 year old small boy! dammit!!!!!!!!!!! i hate studying, plz, lemmi get into trance mode n settle it once and for all! yes!
and once again i wish myself luck in the game lol -_-

looking through my old folders

2007-06-29T23:40:00.001+08:00

hah.. yea, that was so long ago, when taking 'A's that time! 2 years ago.. though my final result was O O O instead of the expected F F F... well, i must buck up! time is short, and i have 100% more to study.. i just wished i had more time and army would be less time consuming.. unwell, slept at home the whole day today, sleep n wake up for awhile and sleep for about 15hrs.. yeah and to be constantly interrupted by phone call/messages. Im getting all the shit there is?? having weekend duties almost every week, lol.

whatever it is i've slept too long and feeling weird, i just need to buck up and study!, 1stly lets finish my 2nd game =].. for tmr assignment.

omgomgomg!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-27T19:28:00.000+08:00

omg!!!! my dad car plate No. opened for 1st and 2nd prize in 4D, WTH!! and i nv buy!!!!!!!!!! freak, just when i need money and like keep buying numbers every week, i nv buy!!!!!!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaa, super duper ultra hyper dulan, its not 1st, its not 2nd, its a combination add up to abt 4.5k for juz 1 small.. omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! holy shiat!!! fainted
anyway, so bz now, just ran the 11km training at east coast park for ahm.. 2nd time running, getting sick of it, dun really have the mental strength today.. though still nv stop but still ran slower den last week le, so tiring, every week run 11km.
also involved in 50th anniversary for my battalion, in goh contingent.. was kinda stun tio, when the rsm came to me and point at me y shaking( coz i suddenly shaked when he come, lol dono y) when doing the slow march, den he ask me go behind. omg, i tot i sucked, and gonna be laughed at by SNARY, but luckily, i get the last laugh and suan him with daryl when i got into GOH, haha! =x..
ok la, also didnt wanted to march one, so boring. because of that i got no time for studying!!!!
oh shit shit shit, A lvl coming this time i must make it, with my diploma also getting homework every week, i cannot do much in camp.. oh shit shit shit.. hope camp stuff can faster all come to an end.
n lastly, y my dream come out the number never open last sunday, then my father car plate number open today!! no fair, they better let me win the toto top prize this coming draw.. hmm 2million already? =D

oh ya, after seeing ck post reminded me of the most irritating recent incident! i got so bloody fed up i feel like strangling someone to death(exaggerated). freaking hell, what kind of friend man.

what he did: ask me out to eat, suddenly so enthu, i wonder why? though i was really so hell busy nowadays, seeing him so enthu decided to accompany him and my other friend, well, we were afterall friends.. WERE..
on that day: changed location from dhoby ghout of clarke quay, say got nice stuff there, well, whatever just go lo.
what happened: all started off with me and him waiting for the other friend, when he say if dont mind another friend of his come over, of cause i will say no right?.. well, till he came and started to talk about business, and asked about my opinion and if i was interested in any business, well of cause i wan to start a game company( hell hard =_= ). till suddenly another person came, and the plan all started
1: kena gangbang by 10+ sales pple, ok, so called leaders -_- wad crap
2: perfect plan, their plan sounds so really good, u hardly need to say anything, just learn and you can start earning money
3:though i hated being sales, and totally have no interested in the wad MLM(multi level marketing) i believe, but they keep saying its not sales and just keep asking me to try. that lasted like from 630pm to 8pm+.. oh ya i reached the coffee shop at about 6pm.. ya
4:keep introducing me to the other friends(colleague), all talking about the same stuff, just keep psychoing you about how good it is, and why i dont wanna join when i expressed that i disliked
5:oh ya i forget to mention, my were "friend" left me once the 2nd person came in and started talking, freak.
6:finally wanna introduce the product to me at abt 9pm, ahh irritated like mad already, well just listen, this time was another guy from my school, as in my senior, well, listening to him talk was not too bad, i guess, but in the end he asked me to sign up, then at this point i thought it might be good, well, earn money w/o doing anything? not bad at all what. but im bz with A's and my diploma, so well, i say after november then i might go over, then he just ask me to sign now.. after like silence for 5min+.. i decided, to seal all of their mouth by signing the registration form, and supposingly to pay the registration fee.
7:then they pester me again! freak!, i had save my time that day to actually went and buy stuff for people!!!! ahhhhhhhh, irritated like mad, dammit i cant do it that day already have to shift to sunday, shit them. then they started saying about u will buy the product from a person who have the product himself, those kinda stories, well if u get what i mean, and then, in the end, asked me to buy the product, worth over $1k! crazy!, 1st im not interested, 2ndly what the hell for pay that amount, when i say dont wan once he started writing, he gives other reason, dammit, how many time when i say no and they keep pestering me why these and that, aint that the very fundament of every single salesman!! freak, still say what not sales, cock. finally i managed to siam off, with minor loss.
1, wasted that bit of money, 2, wasted my 4hrs 6-10pm listening to irritating pple! SHIT!

and finally, how they work, is by cheating your own friend money!! how the hell u earn money by selling such EX stuff, cause u cheat your friend to go out, then suddenly kena gangbang/psychoed to join the company, then buy the product which they only mentioned at the end and try to force you to buy it!, tts where the money is earned! so your fren might cheat other fren, den he earn too! and u earn too!, then the fren fren cheat his fren, den he earn, till the final one, who doesnt wish to cheat pple, or everyone kena cheated le, lose! anyway, i have no intend to cheat any of my fren's money, so ya, tts a shitty deal, and i hate it, totally worked up over it, crappy friend, for money cheat me out, freak freak freak.. lol end of story

sucks..

2007-06-16T15:59:00.000+08:00

sucky week, do everything, shagged out, kena gan, dulan, lol...
anyway today was kinda gd.. i guess, finally started to make my 1st.. lame game -_-.. yes, need to learn more..n now, going back to do my sucky stuff again, sucks

passed FTT!

2007-06-12T16:57:00.000+08:00

yea, next up is the accelerated date of my driving test!, wonder when will it be.
anyway facing major crisis now, money crisis, and A level crisis!! argh
anyway i would wish to have the chalet's aircon!! so cooling.. their 17 degree is 17 degree... my home 18 degree is machiam like.. 25degree?? damn, any magic to make my air-con liddat, i always thought it would be the stupid fan thing outside the house, which most of the older air con haf, and the new-er so called "gd, cooling, money saving" air-con all dun haf, so is tat true??
i hate singapore for its never ever cold weather

hmm.. thoughts

2007-06-06T20:30:00.000+08:00

tis week's hell bz.. with thinking, and sleeping, and like.. haha, oh.. coz book out alreaddy.. so like is actually 3 days.. yeah..
almost completed all my stuff, only left one, which has yet to come..
thought through, im seriously too lazy! freaking hell.. tot wanna start by running 2.4 everyday in morning.. which im lazy to.. do max sit up per day.. do max pull up.. juz keep doing stuff.. and of course, by doing that i wont be lazy n get down to study too!, and at the same time can get fitter.. er.. more actually lose weight, haha! stucked at the same weight forever -_-, like crap.
haiyah, but really too bz, n tired week, i only managed to forced myself to study, on monday.. n abit today.. haha, but actually its the advance driving theory book only =_=.. yeah.. A's nearing by, i seriously need to start studying the 1st time in my life.. though how many times i've said this, to sit down and study for examsss.. haha.. yeah
oh, anyway during nights out, seem like daryl n kee's got influenced by me.. bad influence, i guess im one big time... er dono how to finish tat line.. anyway also started playing the bball game at arcade with me always n after tat pool abit.. haha, shit man.. deproved, dono y, this time only like 39x... last time best still like 44x.. anyway still long way to go if im to compete with those super pros.. having those 8xx 9xx results.. yea =/..
need to keep changing if i can keep it up, n succeed!, and study, yesssh, otherwise im gd for nothing already.
anyway.. tried out granado espada.. the game tts advertising now on tv.. well, the idea of having 3 people to fight is really good, however i feel that it lack in depth.. like the character learning the path of skill in WoW.. well, really gd to try all these i guess, to feel for myself all the gd n bad stuffs..
well anyway the game designing dip course didnt start last wk.. postphoned to this wk.. n yeah, its the start of my journey on this path..

lazy

2007-05-27T16:25:00.000+08:00

im a super duper lazy ass, and finally its comfirmed, im starting my diploma too le, starting right this coming sat.. yeah

kinda sucky, dun feel like going back.. im already getting sick, have to worry tio punishment.. so many stuff to do now, and nobody wanna cooperate, everything doing is just so troublesome, a lazy and absentminded person like me, juz aint suited, hope its all over soon.
maybe if theres a deal, after ord-ing, i will go to work as game testor!, haha, as long as the pay per hour is like $5+, shld b quite relac.. and keep got money come in.. yeah man

and yeah.. sat at sentosa was so so huh.. somehow the enthu-ness just doesnt come naturally in volleyball, unlike almost every other sports. maybe its just a mind block i have. got so tired.. when i slept on thursday, when i got home.. sleep from 10pm to 4pm liddat.. lol 18 hrs?.. and just when i wake up now.. i've already sleep like 12hr again.. sibei jialat, at home also die die always sleep v late, den if go out need wake early, inside i also will watch show till v late, n need wake up early, think the constant lack of sleep is gonna get me sick, the sickness which i needed since long ago, maybe too long nv sick is bad for health, lol =x

messy

2007-05-21T01:29:00.000+08:00

hmm, dying to find fun, but at the same time i realised i need to study, and at the same time i signed up for the part time diploma course, to get my game designing diploma. its like hell messy n hell busy.
its really so bloody bored now, how to make life more fun sia, but b4 tat oso not much money, and oso i actually shldnt b bothering much abt tat, the fact im bothering so much abt how to b fun is because im not studying all the time! damn, returning my ps2 to my cousin now, and also need to start camp studying..
this sat will be the day when jelly and i beat johnson n chow, n i shall save them from going to sentosa every week! haha, and maybe they can come join me with chi kin in doing bouldering for a start and train up for rock climbing! yeah time to get back to rock climbing!

rock climbing's really fun and challenging
though i suck in competition since i keep
being too gan jiong and miss out alot of tiles!

and yeah .. but of coz missing taiwan

the hawker centre at shi lin, it was really nice there, really fun

lots of mountain at taiwan yeah..

and yeah, the prettiest of them all, hebe
haha, haven uploaded the pic i took from i guess..

maybe the only fact is i haven let go of all these, juz keep wanna play, time to get to the new part of my life i guess, study hard.. keep upgrading myself, become a damn gd game designer! as a programmer?!, whatever, juz to get into huge companies like square enix, konami n participate in major projects... keep studying and working on project, and.. play?? yeah

whole bz day today.. n yesterday..

2007-05-06T19:49:00.000+08:00

b4 booking in today.. happily spent the whole day sleeping.. was tired like shit from the lack of sleep the past few days.. totally slept from like 630 till now.. abt 730.. 13hrs.. lol
yesterday, slept not enough.. early morning jay walk.. to realise i nv look past the road, and see 3 policeman in front of me! then kena fine for 20dollars.. jaywalking -_-.. fainted
then for NDP rehearsal, got a quite cute ger with her dono sis or wad n her 2 mother there, den she rushed to serve me drink?! lol quite funny, anyway we were speculating whether shes like below 20.. while i initially thought that shes like sec 3, kee said shes definitely over 20, well wanted to bet but no 1 dare to ask her age, lol.
after that.. reached orchard quite late.. like 830, to see malcolm msg to ask me to MOS, since hes going field camp 2 wk confinement.. well, asked ck n cr to go together.
so juz went cr house.. put my stuff n off we go...
MOS quite nothing, but we went to the bar, or eating place, or dono wad la.. drink the tink.. quite nice eh, after 12 its 50% off?.. den the huge cup of dono wad drink, too chim le cost like 18 bucks.. quite worth the drinking, blueberry de tequila and lime de tequila, then we proceed to MOS again, rather empty, den malcolm suggested we go somewhere else at 3+..
cr die die mai go, lol, while we go take a look around, then had our supper, and i nv go get my bag from cr in the morning, tired.. go home.. sleep till now.. no need claim my bag need book in already, lol, wheres my PSP!?
oh.. n.. none of these include studying.. shit shit shit shit, muz keep screwing myself to study already.

oh yea, last wed.. went zouk, well, been like more den 6mths, went with KEN, my medic on the motorbike.. haha experienced super high speed maneuvering, which normally not at midnight wun have one, nearly flew out when he suddenly speed in front of zouk from a stop lol -_-.. phuture was full, so we decided to try velvet, and yea i managed to get in.. initially dun wanna buy drink one.. scared drunk tio, but drink my free drink plus ken one.. sian tio no fun.. though no 1 for 1 le.. i juz bought graveyard at zouk there, and.. yea its not bad.. decided another cup at velvet.. oh yea, velvet atmosphere nice for drinking sia, quite high class liddat.. and the 2nd cup at velvet, wa, starting drink thought die le, its much more power den zouk one.. though its cheaper.. 40% off, lol wanna ask ken drink abit but as usual he didnt drink.. dun wanna waste so juz drink all to get abit over shot, lol, shit, and in the end half drunk standard sat motorbike went back.. when i told ken if i overshot let me go back on cab -_-.. heng nothing happened.. anyway zouk was hell more packed and fun as compared to the last wednesday i went, quite surprisingly yeah..

unpredictable future

2007-05-01T05:55:00.000+08:00

so.. back in singapore for awhile.. been doing nothing but Dotaing and now CnCing.. ps2.. psp.. crap.. totally nv did anything.. nv register to learn car.. nv do anything.. super duper lazy
damn bad, realised, or to say reflected over again, im super duper unindependent. how'm i going to go U w/o my parent helping to pay 1st at least or my brother.. and even so, before that, i realised im lacking money.. n working.. though worked b4 but i nv really work much.. wad to work n will i earn enough to upkeep myself.. ahhh, damn bad..
after tat.. even if i really do well for A's this time n get into U.. after learning game design stuff.. well.. what can i do, not much future for gaming, or try set up a company by myself, its all too complicated, need support from parent again?? or else where to get the funds, n wad if fail.. totally dono where on earth im heading,maybe in the end as a normal worker at a singapore game company with low salary of maybe 1k+ to 2k+?
maybe the path will be easier if i fail A.. i go to japan or taiwan to learn game designing? den juz join the major companies there after faring well? haha, well, but hell no, i must work hard for 'A's.. though i've done nothing yet.
IT MUST ALL START AFTER THIS BOOK IN ON WEDNESDAY!
lets see.. i must use less computer... no clubbing after this week, restrain from overnight activities.. minimum kbox.. maybe sometime go bball, which im too lazy to even go out..
ahhhhhhh, i must start learning to b independent and do some useful stuff instead of doing shit thing! yeah

long stories

2007-04-17T21:01:00.000+08:00

Enjoyable time there...
Climbed mountains many timesss
Experience the cold weather during summer, my favourite coldness, except for the nights when we wanna sleep and it fell to the degree of 14 degree, and i forgot my gortex! it was hell cold for me -_-.. omg..
the weather is so much better, i like the weathers, i dun like it here
many nights in the mountains, heavy load walking all nights, it was all fun.. finally starts to get boring after 3weeks time, when we repeated the same process
place of accomodation was good, got computer, though shared by alot pple.. played bball, haha, alot more mmorpg there, well.. it was all good, but there was more to the.. village type,

it feels so different when we went up to taipei, went to a few amusement park, which was starting to get boring for me, 1st time i bought such an expensive shirt, from jaychou shop.. $100.. %)(#, bought almost everything, cap, spec, 4shirt, jean, shoe, belt.. yea..
hah.. the saddest thing was the time of flight.. i went to I GUESS, for only 30min!!, oh damn, it suck, somemore so paiseh had to leave halfway during the filming, no choice, if not sure late n die, anyway hebe's .. yea still so pretty!
the night market at shi lin was hell fun too, really really damn crowded, make it hell alot more lively, 1st day on saturday when i went, the crowd is machiam like inside club liddat those kinda, however its on the street, the entire place!, imagine how fun is that, with hell alot of foods, games, stuff to buy, totally crazy, after coming back to singapore n eating at bedok 85.. eh is it blk 85.. or whatever, anyway its juz so boring, shit, it was a enjoyable at shi lin tat i wanna go there every night man, damn, maybe i should go there soon again, but its too EX, for my little income.. damn..
anyway the best thing was that.. i get to take a photo with lai weiru!, wow, lucky me and lionel, shes so pretty!! saw the.. er.. duan chenfeng too.. from the MVP valentine, forget his name le.. haha.. yeah, tts the best part of the entire trip, which the entire trip was hell enjoyable..

oh yea, also watched a few nice show on the bus.. 300, ok.. saw tat on movie too, and the bangladash or mongolian show.. dono wad name but my fren sae they saw on movie here too.. and perfume, on the aeroplane.. these 3 are nice shows man.. yeah..

taiwan's too funnn already la.. shit -_-.. exciting.. and also..... the chio bu ratio there is hell alot higher den singapore, omg, im gonna b so bored now, haha.. ok.. tts the short summary for now.. now now.. gotta get headache for A lvl soon again.. =/

Im off

2007-03-13T20:09:00.000+08:00

yeah.. off.. 1mth + abit.. from tonite, changi airport gonna b fun, all the relax time around would be fun, i guess, shld haf lotsa pretty gers there, hahaha, yeah.. well whatever, im feeling so neutral, dono to be sian or happy or sad, juz liddat

perverted uncle

2007-03-08T00:53:00.000+08:00

quite shiok day i guess.. going vivo zuo bo.. look for psp stuff n going to play pool with zhiyi alvin n chi kin.. well well, zhiyi is back today! yeah, but ill be going off before he go off.. nxt wed.. oh man.. well juz to enjoy to the max i guess, juz c wad to do everyday.. n do watever i can do, lol =/..

yeah.. the major event of the day.. saw a uncle.. bio-ing up.. wth! hes.. like .. 40 yrs old.. doesnt look singaporean, dono from where, maybe singaporean, well whatever, and we decided to follow him!, hes the ultimate pervert!, once he lock on the target he will keep following!, from below trying to catch the upskirt.. lol -_-, and he chiong from one side to another like a siao gina, so bloody obvious, i wonder if anyone else noticed it as much as us, it was kinda fun following him. i guess at least for me, the uncle seem to notice and siam away after tat, so sian then we left vivo n went snookering/pooling at paradiz.. yea.. tts it for today

broke.. jialat!

2007-02-25T03:40:00.000+08:00

jialat jialat.. bo lui liao..dono how to spend about, still need go taiwan n spend oneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, =.=.................
haf this feeling, whenever i blog = bad stuff, coz otherwise i wun b too free to blog or cant even b bothered, n now is too broke!! guess kev cr ck chow they all still majonging now..
anyway.. 2wk ago.. which is b4 cny, 1st time ever, to suffer like crap b4 cny!.. the exercise was hell, i almost died, walking throughout the whole night with those loads on me, plus all my man were so demoralised that almost everyone was not around, argh, just that i gotta be still there, for being a commander, haha, gotta b kinda a role model.. =/..
and yeah, cny.. till now, alrite, gamble, n gamble, and lost.. woosh.. 20 years record, from birth till now, never gamble and win b4!! ultimate =]...
friday=yesterday, had staircase training.. ending the run.. i couldnt stop and couldnt go faster, either way ill cramp.. lol, crappy yeah?.. and right after tat at night, went clubbing, haha, tot my leg will cramp suddenly, but didnt yea, anyway stun tio pow came MOS, suddenly got the kick to come eh, or coz noe got some gers come.. ehem, loll, somebody sae somebody kept looking at someone??? o.o.. anyway somebody tio whack like shit, when i came out with pow to go back, wa, bleed like crap, most gore scene ever, since the one that we saw jumped.. but that one was facing down.. yeah..
n now.. almost end of cny already!, thanks uncle for treating us again! happy cny n hope uncle huat ah!... haha, alrite.. time to go dota, dun tok cock here already, sibei bo liao, bb,
happy chinese new year to all who read this~!.. lol -_-

. . .

2007-02-03T11:15:00.000+08:00

still quite crazy over hebe.. that day went to airport and send her off.. with so little people there only!.. cool, get to see her so near, though she was with her shades.. im all crazy, never thought i will do such dumb stuff, i always think its so dumb to go after idol, but i guess its ok for me if its hebe.. haha.. =/..

my lag time after drinking is getting lesser n lesser.. or is it my sleeping habit?.. i dont know which.. its so bloody early.. usually after drinking and sleeping at 6-7+.. i would always wake at like.. 5pm?.. but the past few .. 3 4 times i've been waking up at 10-11+.. this is weird.. haha, just wanna sleep all the way la.. and i feel so energetic these few time waking so early.. all too weird to be true..

anyway yesterday got to dance with a real cute girl.. though the rest felt kinda felt the other one was prettier.. haha but screw it.. juz felt that shes much better looking, more to my type.. but yeah.. they smokes = (... so, after consideration i didnt asked for her no. ... haha, maybe ill grow to regret my decision, but screw it again.. haha.. yeah..

think tonight we going again.. haha, sian, army no life, if not play game.. den is go clubbing.. otherwise bball.. or i play my ps2... or psp.. or whatever crap.. hmm.. is that alot stuff or is that no life.. im thinking that im damn no life!.. shit, i need to get out of here soon... which..

A LEVEL!!!!!!!! 's next.. siao liao!!!! haven start.. again.. haha, feb.... this time i muz not sway.. must make it =]

3RD STUNNING MOMENT

2007-01-29T00:07:00.000+08:00

at junction 8 today..
as far as i remembered, i got stunned twice...... kinda like love at 1st sight.. 1 from yeeting and 1 from yea.. my 1 only ex..... well whatever, but today shocked me again!!! so damn long i never felt so already....... saw hebe.. n............ omgggggggggggggggggg....................... in love again?! so lame -_-... ultimatest, always think she so damn pretty, but a lazy ass like me cant even go down for her concert usually, or autograph session, coz no 1 goes with me.. well, yeah, though i always find her v attractive, prettiest, got the character, everything.. today i went with ah hao, and yeah, totally .......... 11/10??! 12/10!!? after seeing her in real life, its totally unbelievable.. i got so shocked, when she looked over, yeahhhh, totallyyy fainted, and yea.. shes my dream ger.. the angel... totally prettiest, hebe tian fu zhen.. yeah =]..
im gonna go for all the concerts and support everything with my cousins they all already =]

hell week

2007-01-14T01:18:00.000+08:00

hmm.. hell alot training, like bmt, alot rain, flooded bunks, barbeque under flooding condition, searching through hell alot of rubbish, all the food rotting, steps around.. hell!!!!!!.. lol..

1 yr in ns.. so soon..

2007-01-05T23:15:00.000+08:00

saw my bmt section mate again.. yeah.. at 1sir.. hes the clerk there now.. downpes from charlie, seem like his life's quite good for now, though he must have suffered eariler..

haha.. he was talking to his fren abt us being in bmt 1 yr ago.. made me feel like.. yea.. that was kinda like so long ago.. in army each stages feels so long, like learnt so much.. though.. i slack actually at everywhere coz the company too slack already.. haha -_-..

bmt.. felt like a stranger to it that time.. everything about army.. alot of crap that we kena tekan.. was totally sh!t.. i still remember 1 incident.. the ps really knew how to shout.. tmd lol.. we were told specially tat day was to fall in at 6.. normally 545.. n at 550 liddat.. the ps was yelling at us.. he didnt knew.. he scolded so bad tat everyone was afraid n no one spoke up.. then finally i spoke up.. coz abit scared too.. den i sae tio 7 instead n 6.. n kena.. f(#@$.. LOL, i immediately corrected myself that time.. he realised it after lunch n finally cool down.. like wth, how THE HELL did he get so upset n angry over such stuff?????????? even though now im a 3sg myself already, i didnt really get angry much at the man b4.. unless it was really that bad.. yeah, but still i didnt did anything.. well, maybe im too soft on them.. like on ncc(sea) in the past.. then bmt was finally over.. one of the happiest stuff was to know that i score max score n got CO best shot =p. 1) wanted to go ocs but in the end go sispec slack

to sispec.. as expected, failed A lvl, couldnt go ocs, n yeah.. i've heard that in the past.. specialist training was hell worst den officer.. was kinda sian...... to know that.. n braced myself for hell.. n yea, that time nearly tot i entered charlie.. the xiongest.. den c again, so it was the guy on top.. ended up in golf.. gd life.. EXTREMELy.. yeah..one of the most memorable moment was the night.. it rained so heavily.. n looking at the parade square.. forgot wad it is called.. with the 3 stripe.. it felt like, in airport kinda.. at the camp.. feels kinda gd, it was cool, yeah i like coldness, n the scenery was nice, yeah like airport.. well.. n yeah.. juz slept.. lots outfield there.. but yeah.. as usual they werent that tough.. toughest was still the 1wk field camp.. at bmt.. hell BORED, the bunk felt like a heaven.. serious.. tat was how it was to almost all of us at the 1st few day.. then we got used to it.. juz before we came back.. haha.. so hungry tat pontay rice tasted ok to me =]
oh yeah.. n it is at sispec where i started to slack.. no longer like bmt.. where i chiong, haha, no officer, so bored, so i juz slacked.. =/ 2) wanted to go pti must must b expert at swimming so i got into engineer.. slack again..

eti.. slacking to a max lvl.. finally for the 1st time i go c mo.. oh yeah, n of coz of lame excuses, oh well, 1st 4 wk.. got past quite soon.. the basic phrase got over.. then was the advance.. n... sian.. field engineer.. haha, where most pple go.. i wanted to go.. last choice was bridging.. tinking of always going into water.. i chose tat as last.. which field was 2nd last.. n i got into field.. bored.. sian..

totally slack thru.. ultimatee.. anyway, cant believe it.. i slack like sh!t.. n everyone else is almost the same.. almost everyone!.. except for my buddy.. zhi long.. hes really hardworking.. yeah.. n he could haf gotten the plague for topping the course.. but he.. fail his soc i tink.. yeah, =/.. anyway kah meng is up oso!, juz tat he oso nv really chiong for the course, n he got it.. yeah =].. 3) this time.. i wanted to go guards.. then in the end post me to 1sir.. so boring again!

dammit, 3 times already, they keep giving me go sh!t place.. slacking place.. i wanna train up on physical.. oh yea.. mentally these place r tiring, keep doing stores.. all these kinda stuff.. sian la.. though slack.. maybe slack is gd oso.. well, all the other commander tat went in with me.. all slack.. all got problem, haha, or maybe i too fussy.. well, its kinda true i tink. including me coz i slack.. haha.. so close to atec now.. well, i must be hardworking for the nxt 3 wk.. n yeah.. i started with this wk.. haha, though someone still keep kpkpkpkpkpkpkp abt doing all the works.. this week i actually almost did everything.. nv really stopped.. crap.. n i still hear his stupid whinning, its so blardy irritating, stupid V.. coz V = RI.. so dumb, lame pple from that sch can tink of lame stuff, stupid V boy, wahahha, wonder when he will see this blog.. oh well

cant wait for ord.. i guess.. so boring, keep going in, i dun give no shit laaaaaa, waste of time.. after atec, i must buck up, yes!, this time, from early, i must study already, nv study can eat sh!t, even i wanna go japan i oso need my maths, as gd as possible, so juz study, screw my dumb brain for not wanting to study!.. yeah =]!.. hope this will be a good year!

booking in.. again..

2007-01-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

oh noooooooooo, hell bad start, haha feeling so damn sian today already!.. -_-.. sh!t.. kinda because wasted the whole day doing quest tat keep dying n no exp at all.. omg.. then no one else is around.. no111111, so boring... shittttttt sian to death.. n now booking in.. wan to die le la, lollllllllllll, shit i need more fun stuff!!!!!!! yeah, nxt wk going field camp le....................... oh noo, all the sian stuffs. lollllllllllllllllllllll, nooooooooooooooooooooooo feeling so damn shitty nowww!! sh!t.. booking in, 2007, better be a gd yr.. must make a difference, must become hardworking, cannot slack anymore!!! n screw with this shittiness feeling, better go away soon... out

New Year's Coming

2006-12-29T18:47:00.000+08:00

Oh man, what a kinda sian week, as usual, enter camp n get pissed by the same guy.. hahaha..
shit man, now got headache from taking the taxi just now.. crap..... pain till like siao la, wan die le
-_-, seem like i wun b joining they all for any activity, haha so sorry =x..
lotZ stuff happen, had a cool dream, saw a notice board for hunting a bear, and get 80 dollar under a hdb.. and 33 dollar for snake.. then later i saw this huge dead bear beside the notice board! SO BLOODY HUGE it could never had existed, i got shocked in my dream, and wanted to call them to claim the 80 dollar, while afraid that the bear ressurrect.. crap, haha.. then i woke up, oh man, i got woke up from cool dream so many time, cause was sleeping the whole day due to some super strainous walk before we slept at 6+am.. o.o..
Hope new year eve gonna b fun!, dono wadever the crap we doing.. yeah =/..

How hopeless i am

2006-12-05T03:55:00.000+08:00

dammit.. just cant sleep kinda.. n later 6.. juz like 2hr.. need go book in le.. loL, -_-..

just thought of the good times, those few moment, where i felt v gd abt it.. amazingly.. i can just keep relating one of these feeling on those day when i go my grandma house to stay over.. kinda watching the psc nite.. erm.. is it psc? the pu wei zhi ye.. yea.. n i was like p4? p3?.. yea.. air con.. watching.. the other was kinda like sec 4 maybe.. in the room im in now.. air con too.. playing civilization 3.. well, i wan those feeling!.. quite seldom haf huh.. like playing at ur 100% fun-est, n yea.. not really getting bothered..

talking about bothered.. i thought maybe im kinda hopless.. once i get home.. just keep playing.. dont care abt any other thing else.. haha, maybe its my parent tts too strict? dad now keep telling me abt the A lvl nxt yr.. yea, they must b worried too, but i totally like heck care?.. ok la, i wanted to study, but thinking of it.
Im already like 19 yrs old, and i still haven studied before!.. till so damn recently, kinda hopeless, and with all my heck-careness.. my room is in a total mess, n i dont care.. and i cant go U with my current result.. i dont seem to feel anything.. everythinggggggggggg, totally dont caree..
its like im totally too heck-care, lazy now to do anything.. helping out with my father work.. which he keep asking me to do last time, i always siam while my brother do almost everything.. haha, thinking of it we r rather different, hes kinda more willing to help my dad, while i , the hopeless one. .yeah..
wad can a person like me do.. even game designing i wanna go.. is japan.. like almost impossible.. omggggggg, den my parent oso tell me i oso wun study there again, hahahaha which i think i will, but its just too hard to get there for me now, i'll see how it goes.. yea
and with frens.. well i dono, did i screwed up, haha maybe at some points, but well, we'r all guys, who give a sh!t, unless we really screwed up big stuffs, which, hmm think i didnt b4..
and the ultimate hopelessness is that i care abt all these, still happily now carrying on with everything, hahaha, and yeah, maybe i need to change, well, who cares? =]

time to back to WOW, now yeah.. everyone is coming up toward kevin, we almost can play together already, but then, maybe i'll be overshooting soon.. haha =x, well, just keep thinking that week days so many days chi kin and yuhong will overtake back soon, so yeah i just kept playing while i could.. and poor chang rong getting left behind, but its ok!, i believe everyone 2nd character is the same lvl and once the next book in we can chiong dungeon together.. hell yeah!

oh ya, seem like i got some combat shoot training tis week, for my man's block leave?! oh man, y cant we get them, anyway...... my ATP, im gonna score full mark!!!!!!!!!!!!, plz, dun disappoint me, then proceed to battalion shooting team, and singapore shooting team.. yes, i cannot afford to miss that, something real fun =].

World of Warcraft

2006-11-28T21:49:00.000+08:00

oh yea, been playing, so dont have extra time to do dumb stuff like blogging, now is cause server down, and just before i book in.. loL..
not that bad.. after a short while.. have 1 lvl 32, more then halfway to max lvl already!, and a lvl 16.. and one lvl 1 =x.. on bloodscalp server at alliance side.. anyway who wanna play or is playing wanna join us =].
yea, n uhhh, not very the used to being inside, im like addicted.. ok.. now maybe not, started to abit dont feel like chiong too much already.. haha better dont let this take over me, otherwise i will be as usual, never chionging to max level n having fun doin craps all around the places.
n uh..
yea, i realised most of the gers i find prettiest-est-est-est.. other then hebe, 2 other of them, both are 1986!.. damn, as usual, im more attracted to gers 1 yr older den me.. lol -_-
yeah, dun grow old, keep playing, i wanna enjoy!, nv enjoy enough...........~!!!

Hebe Tian Fu Zhen

2006-11-08T02:04:00.001+08:00

Suddenly, before i wanna go to sleep, i recalled of my dream the previous night.. though supposingly to be studying chem now.
Woosh.. Dreamt of her again, she agreed to go out on date with me again.. loL, seriously dream too much, lets see, its like the 4th time i dreamt of her again this year.. cant really recall, lol, i dream too much crap everyday.. Supposingly to be studying for maths, but i die die cannot wake up.. all my sis fault i guess watch tv all night i cant sleep well in the end slept like 12hrs.. myself to blame too, i juz cant really get down to study, knowing how well i will flunk my chemistry!..
started off well, those few topics that i learnt, 1st 4 qns can get full mark, but after that all i never learn already! -_-.. hell alot dono is wad equation or whatever is it all about..haha, most irritating thing is that i forgot my dot product, last question.. which i just learnt on the bus just before going to bedokgreen sec.. haha.. other wise i can score above 40%!!.. 7mark for the dot product, vector question!.. estimated 36%, next paper 65%.. tat mean i will most likely get a D or E.. , freakkk that dot product would get be above 40%!! , stupid hell just a simple equation. Haha, will update again after my next paper. then back to the thing, seem like everyone will have a impossible dream.. mine is to be with hebe, wooT.. lol, my dream girl.. Hebe Tian Fu Zhen, 11/10.. power =], no 1 can beat her ever! oh ya.. another is to get into the world of the gamesss, hack those monsters, no stupid stress, no boundries.. yeazz, but still shes the best!

then again, going to start WoW, since my sis can train for me even during exam.. think will buy this thursday after maths.. yea.. im excited over grandia online too.. however the details cant be found.. where the hell is the details over grandia online?!?!?!?!, i wanna play, even in jap, i can learn jap and play at the same time, maybe its good for me and i can just go jap and have a strong foundation from games(cool yea?)

just thinking through all the games, suikoden V was hell real fun, nothing to do just rate some games.. the games of the series which i find the Best
Suikoden......7 ..Grandia ......10...FFX..10BreathofFireIII..9
SuikodenII..10.Grandia II ......9.5.FFX-2..6.BreathofFireIV..9.5
SuikodenIII.8.5.Grandia III......8
SuikodenIV..6..Grandia Xtreme.2
SuikodenV...10

WildArms ...... 9.5
WildArms II .. 6.5
WildArms III (bought and ready to be played)
WildArms IV (bought and ready to be played)

hmm.. cant think of any much now.. argh! need to go sleep soon, wake up at just before 4.. at least study biochem and not totally flunk my chemistry!.. but really jialat i know nothing else, hai, feel quite bad.. yea, for people helping me and encouraging me.. no choice but let it just be so, maybe i can get D E O this time.. nice eh, deo, haha, update again my result guessing.. [guess for year 2007 A A B c5] wooT! =] B for bloody chem, regret taking it with frensss, wad crapppppppppppppppppppppp, i wanna go japan, hell yeahhh, follow my dreamss, game designer! and not follow lifes of everyone, doing stuffs i dont like! study for A lvl!.. hell -_-

Conclusion
i wan become game designer
i wan score good A lvl result nxt yr
i wanna go into dreamworld, into rpg games
i wanna woo dao hebe tian!!

only.. got 4.. maybe last one would b.. i wanna be able to sleep within 1min! curb my sleeping problem!

bad......

2006-11-05T16:52:00.000+08:00

Jialat.. keep having the high feeling of playing.. just lack of so much fun.. this is damn bad.. and still for maths.. yesterday guard duty.. too tired sleep n slack all the way nv study.. den because nv slp for guard duty at night.. today sleep again!, omg, PURE MATHS on TUES.. jialat haven learnt.. loL, this is so freaking lame.. not again.. yea.. haha -_-.. shit, this is bad...

Felt like buying the DS so much.. but would cost me like 300 again... need to c how.. bad bad.. WOW too.. dono wan comfirm play anot.. oso 1 wk play once nia sia.. only on sat.. sun study day.. haha.. till nxt yr.. hmmm................

anyway juz go irritated by the same matter again.. wa lau y forever muz b irritated by tis.. haha, sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, can it just b settled once n for all in my life.. -_-.. too tired lazy to do anytink abt it at the moment.. haha..

Final tink.. i need to study c tis time can get how much.. n need to have seriously hell alot of fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha, rethinking back.. its been so long since i touch my consoles stuff.. RPG, yes, think i need them.. but ps2 with my cousin.. since suikoden 5.. i haven touched any game.. haha, maybe just need some RPG games to curb my hunger

Irritating laaa

2006-10-30T12:04:00.000+08:00

keep having this freaking irritating feeling, the feeling sucks... why the heck i have this feeling when nth happen.. freak.. -_-..

anyway feeling so shitty.. need study 1 more years for As.. emailing MOE now to find out what on earth changed in the syllabus next year.. and i shall study from now until then!, make sure i get good result, plzzz do not slack from studying.. plzzz ~_~.. so sian.. currently emailing MOE to find out the details of the syllabus next year..

dono whether m i still gonna go japan or wad.. damn messy, y japan game designing only haf diploma.. liddat i like wasted so many years.. den army waste another 2 year.. wa lau, so many years wasted.. if only their game designing in U have.. jialat la dono howww..

anyway, once again i am still feeling v boredddd, shit.. have the feeling of before army means like kinda keep going out watch movie. or play rpg all days.. see show.. play online rpg.. blahh blahh.. but i hardly have time for anything!!.. shit.. i hate sleeping, takes up so much time, but then in the end i always sleep so long!!.. hardly have any time to do anything during the short book out.. oh noo!!!!!!!!! suffering from lack of entertainment.. fun.. ya!!!!!

anyway now aint the time to think too much abt this.. guess i will try my best on Maths and Physic this year!!!!!! Chem.. ahah.. byebye... i shall be here to do my prediction on the actual day, after knowing how much i studied.. now.. i will score F or O again, only halfway through statistic, studied almost nth else.. haha -_-.. when like maths start on 7th.. freak...... im hopeless.

oh yea, anyway currently gonna try out trickster.. www.tricksteronline.com .. yea man..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-Di2eKb7pQ&NR <-- this magician Cyril.. damn cool all his magics.. power ~_~.. got time go see all his magics..

Army didnt changed me

2006-10-27T19:10:00.000+08:00

ahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, finally realised im back to normal. As in, the normal me before army...... lol, crazy... suddenly have the urge to go out and haf fun like shit.. ok, not the fun at clubbing, but the others, that we usually did before army. Haven't felt like this for so long already... maybe coz i didnt like anyone since entering army.. its so weird for me, it seems. haha -_-... say what army best dun like pple, will screw up.. it seems like so still i guess. but at least im back to what i am......

the ultimate problem.. because of this i dont feel like im in army.. and im screwing up my everyday in army.. lol!!!, shit, this is not something a commander shld do.... but still, im quite irritated the fact i couldnt become a officer because i screw my A lvl totally!.. Damn, i could even become police inspector and slack like johnson!

secondly, my aim, is of cause to study until next year As, its not doing well for 'A's next year, but to study till next year As.. with studying guaranteed results.. haha, yea, tts more like a aim.. but more recently.. i wanna get full mark for ATP with my m203, haha, something that people cant even pass.. = 1/2 mark.. watch it!, im gonna trash them all, win all those who use the easier SAR rifles.. Not only get marksman, but fullmark, trash everyone and enter SAF shooting team!.. wootx, cocky enough, but definitely thats where i wanna go. =].. hope i wont suay get IA, and it comes true. ^_^

Lots Stuffs... Drunk... Blahh Blahh...

2006-10-26T08:57:00.000+08:00

Johnson Me Yuhong Chikin... o.O

Dono where to start.. feeling like crap recently.. over some freaking stuff.. shld b recovering, so sorry to my good fren.. im screwed up.. seriously =_=...

and yea, i got drunk, ok.. at a quite bad place.. ck's aunt invite us to her sortta bday celebration.. well dono wad i tinking, i juz kept drinking. didnt got my stuffs right from the starting, luckily i wasnt the type to cause big mess after being drunk.. juz irritating ck!.. lol -_-.. but still feel very bad over it.. and yeah.. tts us, the 4 2Cs.. excluding zhi yi, who went brunei.. oh man. It was quite shiok.. being in like a high class clubbing area at the VIP area, somemore with the club not being for our age.. quite enjoyable.. though i shld nv get drunk.. oh yea!, worst was when i was drunk i still wanted to sing! and threw my face!!!!!!! omG -_- being drunk is like sleeping, dono wad im doing.. haha.

another stuff.. hell yeah, all the bad stuffs coming in..... crap!. found out im 61kg already.. SIAO already, last time 55 oso v jialat le.. den i started eating damn little... really damn little.. n im like sicking.. maybe goin hospital anytime......... dont care, i muz drop till below 55, preferably 52 before i stop my madness.. and the funniest thing is that i dont feel the hungry to eat much anymore.. all going too crazy.. lol................ too messy for now, everything bombard me at one go.. kinda felt like dying, haha -_-.

and yeah.. finally 1 good part.. i FINALLY COULD STUDY for the first time in my life. All thanks to carina, i dono how, its juz miracle, how much i tried to studied, how much the rest of them forces me to, or to say help me to, how much my parents screwed me, how long have i lived.. 19 years, finally i studied!, its juz too amazing, however i started studying for 'A's too late already.. this year is gone, but im confident that i will do it next year, get some good results.. im even thinking of taking up Fmaths.. maybe can get 4 As.. WooT, ok, i keep getting screwed, however my morale is high now, though feeling like shit, haha.. contradicting eh.........

Anyway my 'A's doesnt matter much this year, really no time, i understand i know it im not gan jiong not worried not all craps.. just hope carina can do v well, and get over with the stuffs.

Too much thing, juz end it here, too many thoughts too much stufffffffffsss, hahaha. Hope things get better for me too =].

"fighting with ghost"

2006-10-01T13:24:00.000+08:00

holy crap.. didnt sleep yesterday, tried to go chi kin there to study at mac.. n failed -_-.. omg, 38 days starting from today.. must i confine myself in camp so that i can focus and study, this is bad..

and.. the day before yesterday.. after at MOS, slept from like 7am to 5pm.. dreamt of encounter with ghost.. damn scaring, then got cornered by like 50ghosts?(didnt count), i started whacking them since they came too close, until i got biten by one of them who didnt vanish..
woke up.. wad a dream.. went back to slp.. n carried on the dream -_-!?!?
finally woke up again at 6+pm.. the dream was hell, like the most scary encounter in my life ever.

anyway.......... final conclusion, need to study!!!!!!!!!! -_-...........................

Ministry of Sound

2006-09-30T06:50:00.000+08:00

went there today yea.. and .. unbelievably, me and johnson got to dance with jamie yeo, who happened to be there!.. omg!! unbelievable, totally stunning =|...

anyways.. enough of all these nonsense, no more time to have fun, need to study the rest of the time.. just started on maths only and on apgp... rest not even started.. n like 40 days left only.. will i still get like O O O.. or maybe some better result like A A D this time?

LEO HOROSCOPE TODAY

2006-09-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

The Bottom Line
There are some stressful things that you are choosing to hold on to -- let go.
In Detail
There are some stressful areas of your life that you're choosing to hold onto -- why? Today, if you can let go of the past, you'll finally be able to move on. The thing that's holding you back could be an argument, a missed opportunity or just an unpleasant blind date. Whatever it's, it's not the end of you! And it certainly holds no great importance in the grand scheme of your life, so why are you letting it have control over you? Kiss it good-bye!

Shockingly cool, to find this after feeling so crapped up, haha. So i started with tidying up all my messy stuffs, and then maybe start watching some shows, boring, gotta book in tmr already =/

Going crazy

2006-09-10T04:02:00.000+08:00

yea.. goin crazy, army juz made me forgot, crap n im back to normal? or abnormal, anyway hate army, dang boring, dun wanna go back, dun wanna forget.

6600 down..

2006-08-20T02:42:00.000+08:00

totally crap, woke up to find my hp on the floor, kena knock down, and try to on it, though its supposed to be on.. then later find out my lcd screen spoilt!.. crap -_-..
proceed on to malaysia.. bought quite some stuffs huh.. and yea, im stunned.. they really have pretty girls there, nothing u can find in singapore.. never seen such pretty ger b4 =/..
yea, stuffed myself wif lots of shark fin soup today.. maybe like 7 bowls for lunch and dinner.. so full, quite fun

1SIR.. 1st day clubbing

2006-08-19T05:55:00.000+08:00

Well, got my posting.. 1SIR, though the worst place among infantry.. in distance and toughness i think, its still better then my most feared, haha.
went zouk.. well, not that bad huh.. kinda like dono wad to do.. and yea, quite alot of pretty gers, but.. juz too bad clubbing gers r not for me =/..
and yea.. going to malaysia to buy hell alot stuff after tis =]

2more wk to spec

2006-08-06T20:34:00.000+08:00

wonder will i get to any admin post.. doubt gonna b.. cause got gold ippt.. -_-..
A lvl................. nv started, lol, same again.. maybe gonna chiong thru it.. or gone.. and yea, game design in jap.. my future =/

Suikoden

2006-07-15T05:35:00.000+08:00

Whole Suikoden Series is juz too gd to b true.. WooTx, whens suikoden VI coming?

Bought PSP

2006-07-15T05:29:00.000+08:00

bought PSP with cr.. and 1 of my fren n one of his fren.. totally crappingggggggggggggggggg, asking a hell lotsss of questions they were.. and we spent 2+ hrs buying the psp... CRAP.. i hear till wanna faint.. all sortta dumb question.. wanna buy juz buy lo.. haha.. ask till that shop was last to close in simlim i guess.. lol, deal was alright i guess.. 434.. Generation of Chaos.. Screen Protector.. Charging set to view psp standing.. and the value pack itself..
guess tat world cup was no win no lose for me.. lucky germany 3-1, let me earned really a huge amount.. which neutralises my lossess.. haha
hope ck can faster get psp too, join us in monster hunter =/
and yea.. i juz wanna get outta army.. or give me 8-5.. so darn bored -_-.......

sian...... brazil out

2006-07-02T05:54:00.000+08:00

crappppppppppppppppp, my super ronaldo only dare to perform his skill at the critical moment.. if only he chiong from starting.. bo chup all critics.. brazil would haf won!!! crap.. damn dulan.. loL.. -_-.. its over...

encounter with a ghost..

2006-06-18T19:06:00.000+08:00

freak of nature.. didnt slp on last sat.. went in on sun.. nv slp enough.. so mon lect keep sleeping.. in the end mon night couldnt slp.. n guess wad.. when finally i crawled up to read some stuff.. n maybe start studying A lvl stuff... n yea.. maybe its becoz i on the lamp light or wad.. at close to 1am.. someone spoke.. "Ni yi wei ze li shi ni de jia ah".. u tot here ur home ah.. freakz.. tat was crap, alan, where the sound came from was sound asleep, and the voice was not his.. but somehow i was super calm tat day.. i wasnt freaked out or wad.. i juz woke alan up to go toilet with me before finally being able to get to slp.. loL..

learning in army..

2006-06-18T15:33:00.000+08:00

die liao still haven started on learning A level.. only spend my time inside writing some stupid story.. which i cant really tink of how to continue.. suikoden zero.. loL -_-.. maybe write down here nxt time.. n yea.. spend time learning jap.. learnt quite a no. of characters liao.. only nid to b proficient now.. den can liao.. haha =/

8-5.....

2006-06-11T17:09:00.000+08:00

seriously need 8-5..... so boring.. everywk would b the same.. me freakingly being so damn tired.. staying overnight at ck hse.. to play till max.. den haf neck ache.. n got 1sec lag time in every single movement.. like floating liddat.. =.=......... n gonna book in so soon.. sian!!

goonzu-ing

2006-06-10T17:21:00.000+08:00

yea.. playing goonzu now.. haha, like changing game every week.. soon im gonna go darkages.. if i get some 8-5 stuff.. oh yea.. goonzu at http://global.goonzu.com .. ya..
damn boring week inside.. thought i might get confine.. heng bo... its so darn boring.. and yea.. dono is it i change or people when grow up change sia.. wherever i go sure got weird people and the stuff they do and say.. juz so weird.. weird enough for me to get irritated and stuff.. everywhere.. bound to be some sia!.. freak -_-........... irritating, make time much harder to pass inside..
and yea, if anyone free join me in goonzu.. mine id Wcyou(recommender) =/

tired,tired and tired

2006-06-04T01:42:00.000+08:00

super tireddddddd, yest nv slp.. so call go study, haha, juz kinda like flip thru see the organic chem.. hell cant rmb anytink la -_-......... ok, i oso cant concentrate at all.. as usual.. well, other then that, play winning eleven.. god of war.. play dota.. play tat miniheroes de game.. n watch XMEN.. kinda nice yea.. =/.. n yea, juz so tired tat i gonna faint now!

http://www.heroesmini.com/?ref_id=45123

2006-06-03T08:31:00.000+08:00

http://heroesmini.com/?ref_id=45123 .... and yea.. my nick is TrueLightning or Wcyou.. ya

engineerzz

2006-06-02T19:57:00.000+08:00

haha, till now still quite sian here, though not aslc.. engineer lots of diff place to go, hope i go nice place.. and yea.. gonna find ck n start studying, hopefully can get in, haha. Anyways kinda addicted to this game now.. www.heroesmini.com , anyone wanna go play, addictive and fun and simple.. yea.. haha, so yea.. tts all

Suay day..

2006-05-21T00:15:00.000+08:00

Contact len came out n find out tat it tore during bball.. then later went woodland only to find tat all the da vinci code slot is gone.. till 12am one.. -_-.............. fainted

Boredddddddddddd

2006-05-20T15:19:00.000+08:00

1st post ever...........
Obviously starting on this because im too freaking bored man.. And too irritated to do anything else.. why everywhere i go sure got people irritate me one.. -_-.. in SRJC oso liddat.. in BMT oso liddat, now SISPEC still have.. These crap pple make me use profanities, which i normally dont use.. hah... too irritating =/....
Had bball in the morning just to return stuff to friends, took taxi to kovan and back.. 9buck -.=..
broke liao la.. still need to save money for PSP.. rottinggggggggggg now, wonder should i go to around Jurong point there with johnson and chi kin they all to watch Da Vinci code anot..
so sian to go so far..... somemore need save money..
yesterday was feeling super irritated the whole day, at least its getting better now, maybe i might consider going out with them, before commencing my last week in BSLC sispec.. and hell yea, i dont wanna go to ASLC.. =| Maybe they should just send to me Sniper so that my shooting skillss can be put to good use.. =], haha.
Now bidding on suikoden stuffsss, especially on lots of suikoden 3 stuff.. on ebay.. anyone have suikoden 3.. i lost mine.. and is desperately finding one -_-.........

And yea.. Time to get to track to study for A lvl this yr soon................ haha, hope i can wake up this time, and start studying the 1st time ever in my year.. yea man!